&#this is the way you left me;;i’m not pretending;;no hope, no love, no glory;;no happy ending#& February 17, 2008

time: 10;58pm
listening: mika
eating: tears
I realised something tonight.
Why I go in, why I shut down, why I act so indifferent to the whole thing.
Why I can’t be bothered to reply to his emails.
Why I don’t want to talk to him.
Why I have nothing to say to anyone.
It’s because if I acknowledge it, if I have [...]

&#if all you have is leaving;;i’ma need a better reason;;to write you;;a love song;;today#& February 15, 2008

time: 12;04am
listening: sara bareilles
eating: nothing
So tonight I watched two movies… well I watched one but flicked to another during the ads cos I had already seen the latter.
These movies, which I should probably mention as being In Her Shoes (main) and Pride And Prejudice, Keira Knightley version,  (flicker), got me thinking about two things.
1. What I would [...]

&#here goes;; better throw my hand in;; wish me happy landin’;; all i gotta do is jump#& February 10, 2008

time: 11;12pm
listening: old disney songs
eating: air
Tonight I read a blog. It was that of a girl my sister is good friends with. Now this girl tends to be rather melodramatic, especially when she writes. But what she wrote kinda hit home, and got me thinking about my own life.
The general gist of it was that [...]

&#one more chain i break;;to get me closer to you;;one more chain does the maker make;;to keep me from bursting through#& February 7, 2008

time: 9;49pm
listening: rufus wainwright & rain falling
eating: cereal
well here i am.
i suddenly find myself in possession of a blog but not a whole lot to write in it.
as suggested by the name of my blog, i will ramble. this is already a given. if you don’t like my disjointed logic, i am not forcing you [...]