&#blackbird singing in the dead of night;;take these broken wings and learn to fly#& November 27, 2008

I watched Definitely, Maybe tonight. It was really nice.
I’m in a really good mood now.
I stepped onto the balcony and just watched the valley. Lights flicking on, off, on, off.
The bright blue Christmas lights that someone has put up.
And the clouds were moving slowly across the blackness and I just felt so peaceful thinking about [...]

&#red wine and the cigarettes;;hide your bad habits underneath the patio#& November 19, 2008

“I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to hurt you.”
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Well you know what? You did. Do you really think saying that helps?
Two words do not deserve forgiveness.
I have never understood the concept of forgiveness.
Sure, I can move on. I won’t hold a grudge against you.
But it doesn’t mean I’ll ever forget.
The fact that you did that to [...]

&#stop and stare;;i think i’m moving but i go nowhere#& November 16, 2008

It’s funny how the things you think won’t affect you actually do.
My dad picked up his stuff this morning.

&#whisper words of wisdom;; let it be#& November 6, 2008

I wonder if you realise how often you hurt me
I don’t tell you
It’s too hard
I try and you don’t understand
Do you understand?
Do you understand that I deserve to be treated better than this?
Do you understand that no matter how much you tell me I mean to you, it doesn’t numb the pain when you do [...]