&#look at the stars;;look how they shine for you#& February 18, 2009

It’s been six years and still I think about you all the time.
Your choice that day has forever impacted my life in more ways than others would think.
Sometimes I wonder about what you would’ve become. You were so loved.
I miss you x

&#i ask somebody what the time is;;but time doesn’t matter to them yet#& February 13, 2009

For all the pain you feel, someone is being tortured more.
For every day you ache, someone has been and will be hurting longer.
Nothing in life is really that bad.
Every obstacle just needs perspective.
No, I am not talking about the fires, or my parents.
Every moment, with every single thought am I with her.

&#the dark hours#& February 5, 2009

the fan is spinning around and around and around with mind-numbing regularity
lethargy takes over as the heat infiltrates every part of my body
it is all consuming
i dont want to be here
i want to be anywhere but here
here is not right
here is depressing
here i eat too much
here i cry
here i hate what i am
or who i [...]