&#your warm whispers;;keeping the noise from breaking through;;and i am weeping warm honey and milk;;that you stay surrounding me#& July 25, 2008

time: 11;22pm
listening: missy higgins and the rain
eating: nothing
1. Melbourne
was bitter and windy, but brilliant. There are trams everywhere, and along the streets there are horses and carriages. They replaced the lights outside the Town Hall with green globes and put green lights in the trees. Wicked was as completely and utterly, beautifully, awesomely, gorgeously brilliant [...]

&#there’s a moment in my mind;;i scribbled and erased a thousand times;;like a letter never written or sent#& July 14, 2008

time: 12;04am
listening: ben folds
eating: left over chocolate icing from my actual-cake-cupcakes which i put in the fridge and it went like mousse but more sugary
It’s late at night, and I am bored. The logical answer? A myspace bulletin, obviously. However this one, I decided, I did not want to post for randoms from my primary [...]

&#who will save me from all i’m up against out in this world?#& July 8, 2008

Just for something to do, I would like to see if this works.
Entertain me with your controversial responses - leave a comment with your view on a topic of my choosing.
Ok? Let’s go.
Euthanasia - murder or mercy?

&#everyone will wanna look just like me;;cos i’m young;;and i’m hip;;so beautiful;;i’m gonna be a supermodel#& July 6, 2008

time: 2;17pm
listening: letters to cleo
eating: water
Mmm… oh yeh… that’s good… that’s the sound of women’s liberation being thrown out the window. Let’s face it, in this day and age, sex sells. The hypocrisy of our society disgusts me; how can women ever expect to be treated as equals if we continue to subject ourselves to [...]

&#i’m starting to feel;;that we stay together;;out of fear;;of dying alone#& June 30, 2008

time: 11;16pm
listening: death cab for cutie
eating: more strepsils :)
Beliefs About Life and Things.
1. People secretly rather enjoy leaving things til the last minute. It gives them a sense of busy-ness and importance (”Oh, I simply can’t, I have this and that and everything else to do!”). Then again maybe it’s just human nature to be [...]

&#when i’m dancing with you tomorrow doesn’t matter;;turn that music up til the windows start to shatter#& June 30, 2008

time: 12;33pm
listening: orson
eating: strepsils
To my friends, my gorgeous, lovely, brilliant, secretive friends,
Thankyou.
For the idea of the party, for the presents, for turning up to show me that the world is good :)
Despite the fact that I was coming down with a cold, and therefore did not have the energy to dance as much as usual, [...]

&#hold me down;;sweet and low;;little girl;;and i’ll carry you home#& June 23, 2008

time: 10;31pm
listening: augustana
eating: a brownie my brother made; it has choc chips and lolly dinosaurs and it’s great
Ok. So I realise that my last post was all “life-sucks-just-shoot-me-now“, and to a certain extent, that is still there. However, I am feeling a lot better for a couple of reasons.
Firstly, I have finally allowed myself to [...]

&#there’s a war inside of me;;do i push it down;;or let it run me right into the ground?#& June 19, 2008

time: 8;36pm
listening: tegan & sara
eating: carrot sticks
Today was horrible. I spent half of it worrying about tomorrow’s Othello task, for which I don’t feel exceptionally prepared, and the other half staring blankly, trying not to cry. Yesterday was horrible too. I spent half of it worrying about the maths, and the other half, again, trying [...]

&#i want to change the world;;instead i sleep;;all we can do is keep breathing#& June 17, 2008

time: 8;12pm
listening: ingrid michaelson
eating: the just right concoction
Tomorrow I have a 3U Maths test. You know the one that I promised myself, in some long forgotten post, that I would study for? Yeh well I’m still screwed. It’s not that I can’t do it, I can (sort of), just not anywhere near as fast as [...]

&#down where the city meets the sea;;i sit and daylight speaks to me;;she carries me away#& June 13, 2008

time: 8;52pm
listening: .collection(q)
eating: lindt chocolate
Yeh ok, it’s official.
I’m 16!
It sounds so much older than 15 ey. I believe a “Hurrah” is in order :)
Anyway, I don’t actually have a whole lot to write. No new bursts of wisdom, no sudden insight into life. I have however been educated in the wonders of crocheting and bingo [...]